Wednesday, April 27, 2011

sometimes it's the grain of sand keepin you down.

I can't even remember what story I'm referencing, only the basic fact that sometimes it isn't the journey that is difficult, but the grain of sand in your shoe. This has been on my mind today. A Lot. I'm slowly freaking out about all the things I don't know and haven't started yet for our home school journey. The options for curriculum is overwhelming- and I, of course, don't want to make the wrong choice. Then there's all the money that is involved. It is so expensive. Luckily, I spend a lot of time finding great ideas on the internet and ways to make them super cheap. But still- as we get deeper in this process it's gonna get real pricey. I have complete faith that God will provide in these areas, He has already called me to educate Maddy, He is currently equipping me, and surely He will provide in all areas.
So the grain of sand is a lack of support. I feel like I'm on this journey all alone. But God will sustain. He will restore my weariness and renew my spirit. If I just remember that my source of satisfaction is in Him then I'm still on track- and I'm not alone after all.